It's time to welcome a brand new year.
Everyone's hoping that the new year treats them better, so do I.
One day left, every mess, seems to have to be stopped.
I just don't wish to have a terrible new year.
Oh well, start working again on new year eve.
It seems to be a good news to me.
Well I'm scared that my supervisor will think that I'm not responsibility at all, though.
I have promised him that I will work for him for 2 weeks.
But then, today, I had received a call from another job, it's high payment, I don't wish to lose the chance.
My supervisor's good, but, I really feel sorry that I cant work for him for another week.
I'm really sorry yet guilty, indeed.
Yes, I was born to be coward, I scare of everything, I nervous of everything.
I'm just scared of giving people a bad impression, and yet, I always did; I feel so depressed of it. :(
Alrights. I should sleep now, Its 3.40 am now.
Should say, this is the earliest among these days.
Reason ? Watching anime, LOL.
Do people like happy ending ? In my opinion, I don't like.
Neither like sad ending nor happy ending, everything that with a ending, I will feel so sad.
Might say that I'm selfish. If I have a chance, I rather stop before the end comes.
You know that.
.Friday, December 23, 2011
I'm getting so bored, recently. My life is so dull.
Friends, around me, all having good news, and having fun of themselves.
Me ? I might said, I'm truly unlucky.
I'm jealous those, who always lucky to get through problems.
Is that we called as apprehension ? Or I''m being too persistent ?
Still remember, from the mid of the year, I have planned to have some trips with friends.
Yeah, as expectantly say, the plans have been failed.
Wish to have more adventurous, like seriously.
I don't hope, I'm so not given my life into this boredom !
Everyday sleep at 3/4am. wake up at 2/3pm. that's my life now.
At least, having some surprises please ?
Jingle bells jingle bells, jingle all the way.........
You know that.
.Friday, December 16, 2011
Yes, SPM Plus A T was over. Horray !
Party night another day after it ends, was kinda new to me.
I enjoyed, but I still not suit into this kind of place.
For now, how I wish I'm travelling all over the places which I wanted to go. :/
Too bad I am not rich enough yet.
Friends around me, either started working or starting to work soon.
What am I gonna do ? I'm still jobless.
Hell no, modem was 'sick' at the wrong timing, sent to 'hospital', one month is needed !
So now, keep dc-ing from Penang Free Wifi.
Sit at home, all days long ? No pps = no drama = no anime ! omgggg
So lifeless now. Sigh.
Iphone 4s is finally available in Malaysia.
Bought it with my own savings today. Gosh. Really gotta work hard to earn back the pays.
The time passes so fast. I'm actually scared of this.
Once I'm out of here, we will not know that when's our next gathering.
School is the only place, we make true friends.
I've heard a lot cases make me feel people from 'outside' are danger.
I will miss you guys, sincerely.
Sigh, I'm starting to miss my school life again.
You know that.
.Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Maths T 1 has gone down,
and my mood follows on the flow, so down, too.
I might said that, this time questions were not tricky.
Bullshit to myself, I still couldn't manage to finish at all.
And yet, careless made BIG mistakes.
From the 1st step which I done, already wrong, means, HABIS d lo ?
I did, terrible. For a simple mathematics steps, my brain would lag for 5 seconds, and I did wrongly. wth ? Its simple maths, minus, plus, multiply ? you don't know ?!!!? Go eat shit !!!! very very very very disappointed until the tears like uncontrollably dropped from my eyes.
From on the way from school to home, I felt myself, so useless.
While I stepped into my house, I even felt more sorryto my parents.
When I saw my cute niece, I no longer can smile; I'm truly sad.
I had told my sis, I have gone case this time. Sigh.
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