.Friday, December 30, 2011
Dear bloggie,
It's time to welcome a brand new year.
Everyone's hoping that the new year treats them better, so do I.
One day left, every mess, seems to have to be stopped.
I just don't wish to have a terrible new year.
Oh well, start working again on new year eve.
It seems to be a good news to me.
Well I'm scared that my supervisor will think that I'm not responsibility at all, though.
I have promised him that I will work for him for 2 weeks.
But then, today, I had received a call from another job, it's high payment, I don't wish to lose the chance.
My supervisor's good, but, I really feel sorry that I cant work for him for another week.
I'm really sorry yet guilty, indeed.
Yes, I was born to be coward, I scare of everything, I nervous of everything.
I'm just scared of giving people a bad impression, and yet, I always did; I feel so depressed of it. :(
Alrights. I should sleep now, Its 3.40 am now.
Should say, this is the earliest among these days.
Reason ? Watching anime, LOL.
Do people like happy ending ? In my opinion, I don't like.
Neither like sad ending nor happy ending, everything that with a ending, I will feel so sad.
Might say that I'm selfish. If I have a chance, I rather stop before the end comes.
Yours truly,
ziwei.
.Friday, December 23, 2011
Dear bloggie,
I'm getting so bored, recently. My life is so dull.
Friends, around me, all having good news, and having fun of themselves.
Me ? I might said, I'm truly unlucky.
I'm jealous those, who always lucky to get through problems.
Is that we called as apprehension ? Or I''m being too persistent ?
Still remember, from the mid of the year, I have planned to have some trips with friends.
Yeah, as expectantly say, the plans have been failed.
Wish to have more adventurous, like seriously.
I don't hope, I'm so not given my life into this boredom !
Everyday sleep at 3/4am. wake up at 2/3pm. that's my life now.
At least, having some surprises please ?
Jingle bells jingle bells, jingle all the way.........
Yours truly,
ziwei.
.Friday, December 16, 2011
Dear bloggie,
Yes, SPM Plus A T was over. Horray !
Party night another day after it ends, was kinda new to me.
I enjoyed, but I still not suit into this kind of place.
For now, how I wish I'm travelling all over the places which I wanted to go. :/
Too bad I am not rich enough yet.
Friends around me, either started working or starting to work soon.
What am I gonna do ? I'm still jobless.
Hell no, modem was 'sick' at the wrong timing, sent to 'hospital', one month is needed !
So now, keep dc-ing from Penang Free Wifi.
Sit at home, all days long ? No pps = no drama = no anime ! omgggg
So lifeless now. Sigh.
Iphone 4s is finally available in Malaysia.
Bought it with my own savings today. Gosh. Really gotta work hard to earn back the pays.
Yours truly,
.Sunday, December 11, 2011
Dear bloggie,
The time passes so fast. I'm actually scared of this.
Once I'm out of here, we will not know that when's our next gathering.
School is the only place, we make true friends.
I've heard a lot cases make me feel people from 'outside' are danger.
I will miss you guys, sincerely.
Sigh, I'm starting to miss my school life again.
Yours truly,
ziwei.
.Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Dear bloggie,
Maths T 1 has gone down,
and my mood follows on the flow, so
down, too.
I might said that, this time questions were not tricky.
Bullshit to myself, I still
couldn't manage to finish at all.
And yet, careless made
BIG mistakes.
From the 1st step which I done, already wrong, means,
HABIS d lo ?
I did, terrible. For a simple mathematics steps, my brain would lag for 5 seconds, and I did wrongly.
wth ? Its simple maths, minus, plus, multiply ? you don't know ?!!!? Go eat shit !!!!
very very very very disappointed until the tears like uncontrollably dropped from my eyes.
From on the way from school to home, I felt myself, so useless.
While I stepped into my house, I even felt more
sorry to my parents.
When I saw my cute niece, I no longer can smile; I'm truly sad.
I had told my sis, I have gone case this time. Sigh.
Yours truly,
ziwei.
.Thursday, December 1, 2011
亲爱的部落格,
今天是2011年十二月的第一天,
突然想回味运用华文的滋味。
说真的,我很喜欢华文,
但华文在这里有屁用?
我很讨厌‘芭娜娜’,虽然我身边围绕的很多。
话说,今天真是历史的一刻。
所考的题目,简直自我于死地。
没读的,出很多;读的,忘很多。
还好我还不至于空白卷,
不过还是一个字,烂!
看到考卷,真的蛮想哭的,
但又哭不出来。
没办法,谁叫我这么懒惰,贪睡,记忆差?
只剩下比高级数学还难的数学,
就只下一个希望了。
我没再奢求什么,只求可顺利上大学。
接下来的路,前途茫茫,
还得继续加油吧。
紫薇笔