I need you, really. =(
.Sunday, January 18, 2009
It's the fate that i can't really accept, but i need to.
tsk tsk*
Maybe it's
better way for you of your future. I mean for us. But it's too sudden. It's ... ... .. sighhh. Cry non-stop. Our memories now are wandering in my mind. I met you since i was 4 years old. It's
13 years from now. I can't even forget you, hard to me. You promised me, you will always be mine ; won't leave me alone. But then, you
broke it !
tearssss*
I was very happy while text-ed you just now. I don't really expected. I hope you were just joking to me as last time. Could you ?
You said that you need to
oversea for study. Or maybe working there like ur bro after that ? You will
left me that time for sure. So, u made it now. Then the pain will be less than. But why don't think that i could wait for you or maybe study along too ?! I really mean it.
Tear*
Since few days ago, i sensed that you are freakin' moody. Maybe you're worrying manyyy problems , such like your future, your family or our relationship will be everlasting ? I knew you're
mature-thinking person, you decided to do so. I do respect your decision ; can't blame you or anyone. You need to fight and get the scholarship then yet no need burden your family for study's fee. Just let you go. We do
love each other though there is a
blockage.
I promised you, i will be okay and try to get the excellent result on SPM and apply for the scholarship. Thanks for the all. You teach me much, and yet you're my idol. Study smart. ;)
I miss you badly !!
*You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start.*
Edward's left, Bella's pain was made.
But at last Edward is back to Bella.
Would i be so lucky as Bella ?!
lalalalalalalalalalala. Hate that i love you !
I love you, T.WeiJie.
❤ ziwei.
